I went out on Sunday - and I smoked like an absolute chimney - 20 fags like that!
When I am hungover I don't smoke, only had 2 cigges yesterday to compliment the hangover (and shaming) of the year. But this morning, when my body obviously decided that I could handle the pressure, I coughed so hard that stuff came out of my lungs... stuff!
I can barely breathe today... and do you know what none of my friends that I was out with smoked... none! I am a dying breed, quite literally - it hit me like a ton of bricks this morning... I am killing myself and my body is trying to stop me!
So here we go again.... quit attempt number 415 and new years resolution number 2 - to quit smoking!
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